I can’t remember whether I posted it yesterday or the day before, but I finished my first Love Witch deskpic. Found that WebRing outputted royally messed up code, so I scrambled around getting it fixed in three places, and then sent out to all the ring members. What a pain, I can’t wait to get off Bravenet. I got my pp card lot yesterday, and have already made half of what I spent on those postcards ^_^;; It looks like I’m going to get a little kickback from the IRS, too! (too bad Johan isn’t -_- ) Amazingly enough, I received my pencilboard from mau-e intact (except for it being dented and screwed up to begin with!), so I guess PayPal has made her a viable seller now.

So I’ve been trying to think of what I would do if I don’t get in to any grad schools… it’s a frustrating topic, because the one thing I know is against me is my grades, and I can’t exactly go back and redo five years of schooling! I mean, I could, but then I’d be in school until I was… 29. I guess it wouldn’t take that long, I might be able to do it in two or three years, but what good would it do? My old grades would still be on record… I was trying to think of what went wrong, why I never performed like I should have been. I’m not really sure what it was. I always had a lot going on. I worked two jobs. I had a boyfriend (sadly, they don’t help concentration or free time much). I had family problems, I had bad terms due to having to leave early and take finals early or late (neither way worked well, I found). Maybe I have a studying problem? I still have over a 3.0, and that really isn’t bad, but it’s not good either, at least from a grad school standpoint. I doubt there’s anything I can change now. I made my mistakes and by the time I figured it out, most of my schooling was behind me. Now what?

I don’t know what to do.