I guess what I’m feeling is agitation without a source, uneasiness without any sort of provocation. I feel like someone’s got something on me and they’re just waiting for an opportune moment to use it against me. I hate feeling like this, with no explanation for it.

I’ve been combing over the hoshichan main page layout this afternoon, trying to find a reason for it breaking apart horribly on PC browsers. Breaking apart isn’t even a good description, it doesn’t show the first image (the image map) and displays the other slices in an almost random order. I’ve validated my code and can’t find any fault with it, but nonetheless have rewritten the tables to see if I can fix it. I can’t imagine someone coming upon my domain and having it look like that. -_-;; How horrible. I wish I knew what was wrong. [sigh]

Finished Dune Messiah, contemplating whether I should start Children of Dune or do housework. The answer seems clear to me, but still, the books are tempting…. I should be working on finishing my shitajiki layout, but I’m not. Got another irritating letter through the serenitatis.com contact form, berating me for having taken down the v.2 layout, creating the v.3 layout, and having disposed of a large percentage of pictures. Never mind that I was having bandwidth issues and could barely afford to host the site… and nobody ever thinks of a webmistress having a *life* outside of the Internet [blink blink] People like this make me want to pull the plug on my website for good. It’s *my* site and I’m going to make it the way *I* see fit, even if that makes my fans mad. If they’re pissy, they can go make their own website. [disgruntled] I can’t really say this on the s.com update blog, so I’m flipping off my fans in here instead. Hope you don’t mind.