No matter how gigantic my problems seem to me, my God is bigger than they are. Every single time, God is bigger. If I take one single step of faith, God will clear the way for victory. I needed to be reminded of that this morning. The problems, they seem slightly less large.

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I’ve been talking about depression less, lately. Well, a lot less, lately. (I noticed I’ve dropped about ten subscribers, which may or may not be related, eheh.) Instead I’ve been talking about books, writing, things I’m doing. I might as well tell you why this is, and what you can expect from me, from this [...]

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Once again I try to grab life’s reins and go my own way… and have my keester handed to me. I should know better by now. One would think. I cried all day, I whined, I raged, I prayed, I submitted, I feel better.
I can’t get better on my own. Only God can do that. [...]

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I think the single greatest difficulty with all of this personal growth is the roller-coaster aspect. I’m up, I’m down. I’m way up. I’m upside-down under my desk, I’m falling out of my seat, the restraints are failing, and then I’m up again. Some days are far easier dealt with than others. Yesterday was one [...]

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Last night I was working on Olivine’s magic system at the kitchen table with a few candles lit. Lately I’ve gotten back into burning candles and am using up two large IKEA packs of tealights to do so. (I’ve also realized I have a serious problem with playing with hot wax. A pyro, who knew?) [...]

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After a lengthy conversation with a friend today, I feel like I’ve been kneecapped by God, in a spiritual sense. “Convicted”, I suppose, is the conventional term. Yes I’ve been faithful, yes I try my best to be Godly… but have I shown myself publicly? No, not really. My testimony is closely guarded, I almost [...]

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Using my superior mental prowess, I have deduced that today marks our “dating” anniversary at five years, three months. Not bad for having just hit the five-month mark in our marriage! ^_~
I had a relaxing Sunday. We went to Elrohir and Lenneth’s church to see if we liked it better (we did), and then carpooled [...]

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