It’s very hard to remember this, but I’m not a total, utter failure, I’m not a hopeless case, and I am worth the bother of fixing all these personal problems. And embarrassed has TWO R’s and TWO S’s. Not one R.

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I spent Wednesday working unsuccessfully (and spent the evening watching MST3K’s dissection of The Magic Sword, by far the absolute WORST fantasy movie ever MADE.) Yesterday Lenneth and I headed out early for a day of shopping and good times in Ashland, Medford and ultimately Jacksonville, where we saw Bellydance Superstars at the Britt. This [...]

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I feel like I’m losing my mind this morning. What better time to blog than now, while I wait for the Advil to kick in? It’s a nice day for the crazies.
I don’t think my mother realized how temporary this temporary office solution would be when she lent it to me a week ago; it’s [...]

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Today my officemate informed me that she’s decided she needs the office to herself. Since I don’t pay rent at the moment, there’s not much I can do about it. She reassured me that she’d let me stay as long as I need to, she doesn’t mean any harm, etc. I feel a little hurt, [...]

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Today is Johan’s 29th birthday, although he got his presents from me last week, and will have a party this weekend (and another get-together weeks down the road, sounds like. I’m stretching this day out as long as I can get away with, heh.) It’s also the second day of Mt. Shasta’s 4th of July [...]

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Yesterday, Lenneth helped me clear out over half my wardrobe — everything I don’t like, or that doesn’t fit, or doesn’t fit *right*, or isn’t my style. It felt fantastic to get rid of all my “fat” clothes, and everything else I didn’t feel comfortable wearing. Today I got on the scale and found that, [...]

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The entire week was odd, full of random reschedulings and debilitating migraines. (Yay, I need prescription sunglasses!) I felt about as “floaty” as I’ve ever been, drifting through each workday, prepared to be blown off course. Some really good things happened, too personal to share.
I feel like I’ve reached another milestone in my walk away [...]

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