The problem with getting deep about my writing and choice of genres is that then — if you’re me — you have an incredibly strange week and spend what little time you have trying to catch up on work. And no time whatsoever on writing. And then feel lame because you haven’t written.
So the most [...]

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I’ve tried and tried to blog — all week, I’ve tried — and I’ve got a bad case of Blank White Page syndrome. Just… IMPOSSIBLE… to get started. Or, once started, to finish. (There’s a draft of this post already; I’m starting from scratch.)
I read (and watch, and world-build and dream about) a LOT of [...]

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I’ve been talking about depression less, lately. Well, a lot less, lately. (I noticed I’ve dropped about ten subscribers, which may or may not be related, eheh.) Instead I’ve been talking about books, writing, things I’m doing. I might as well tell you why this is, and what you can expect from me, from this [...]

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I’ve had an incredibly frustrating morning, and of the six or eight or so tasks I had planned for my trip to Mt. Shasta, I managed to get a coffee and make four color copies. No checks where they were supposed to be, no people where they were supposed to be. Driving from place to [...]

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I think the single greatest difficulty with all of this personal growth is the roller-coaster aspect. I’m up, I’m down. I’m way up. I’m upside-down under my desk, I’m falling out of my seat, the restraints are failing, and then I’m up again. Some days are far easier dealt with than others. Yesterday was one [...]

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A lot of my self-confidence issues spring from my habit of allowing my every mistake, misstep and error to call the entire core of my being into question. I made this mistake, am I a bad person now? This decision went wrong, am I bad? I readily admit how very bad, how very wrong and [...]

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Since the New Year started, things have gotten difficult on the home front. We’re both dealing with serious things in our lives, we’re both in need of prayer, we’re both hurting. I’m not in a mental space to go into it, just yet. I’m making progress and I’m working through some things, and I’ll have [...]

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